Sad!

I feel like I totally abandoned this blog. As I look back on past posts, I now realize the importance of keeping up!
As I sit here listening to my oldest son yell out of excitment to my youngest son, then the youngest son cry out loud for no more then a second, then he follows his brother to see what he is doing, I can honestly say that they are so happy to have eachother! I wonder what life would be like if I didn't have Ezra. Looking back when I was pregnant, I got a lot of comments like, "Your pregnant, AGAIN?" or, "You already have a boy,I thought you were done!" Not to mention the horrible comments almost all pregnant women get when they are 8-9 months pregnant. "you look sooooo tired!" or, "looks like your going to pop"! Wow, I must have bottled that up for a while! I was hurt by those comments, because some people seeing having a big family as a burden, more than a blessing.
In my eyes, yes, it's hard raising a lot of kids<----is 5 really a lot of kids??
But, everyday I feel so blessed to have 'all my little ducklings'!